Jealous

I am so jealous right now. On all of you who know what you want and who get energy from doing it. Really, really jealous. I am not only jealous. I am also getting tired of my complaining and the fact that I do not get a grip of myself. Because the worst thing I…

Tomorrow

Tomorrow I am back at the office. Not as much anxiety as usually. Maybe it is me being stuck in that development step that stops me. I know I am stuck where ever I am. Or maybe it is the fact that I have wonderful colleagues and a new project. Who knows. Instead of dwelling…

I choose to call it “stuck in a development step”

Some might call it crisis. I think I might have done that to. But to stay prosperous and cheerful I choose this more forward looking terminology. I thought I had mine 40-year crisis some years ago. And therefore convinced that this would mean I wouldn’t get one closing in on 40… All of a sudden…