I realize that my result driven persona also makes me loose out on relationships. Just like I explained in my last post, my inability to just listen naturally makes me loose possibilities to possibly deeper relationships where I just am.

I am sitting at my patio drinking my coffee in the amazing October sun. Thinking of buying the dog a longer leash. It’s great to have on the beach so he can run more freely (as we can’t have him totally off the leash…). But instead of waiting till Sam gets up to bring him with me for the walk. My eagerness is prepared to skip an hour with my firstborn just to get it done.

But at least I’m currently reflecting on to wait for him to wake up. That’s progress.