For me, it’s hard. To let go. To no be too intrusive.

Sam is away with his class over night.

Even if I want to know everything (like he would tell me, and that he would tell me while he’s away…), I resist the urge to continue the Snapchat conversation with his reply that everything is fine.

That’s all I get.

And I need, not only to accept this, but also to get used to this new world order.