I am suffering from a really hard anxiety. I really, REALLY don't want to go travelling again. It is not what I am suppose to do, but I really don't want to leave my darlings. It is just that I have ALOT to do at work right now, with thight deadlines. I have been working every night this week and on Monday morning I am leaving for China (if I get my Visa). Right now I just want to stay at home. Talking to, enjoying, cuddling my dear kids, just being with my kids (who I got very upset with tonight). I know people around me just want me to shut up and go do it. And I will but I am not looking forward to it. I am not and you can't make me.

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