I feel like a five year old, saying “I have nothing to do!” I really don’t know what to do with the time I have . Without Fabian’s football I have no hobbies what so ever. And I’m afraid to sign up for something (like I’d know what it should be…) as it then would be more of a “obligation” and not something I just want to do.

I just don’t know how to have fun anymore! But I also know it can’t be playing Homescapes …