Why is it so hard to let go? To just let them sort out things by them selves, whatever it might lead to. Apparently I’m normal, at least to chatGPT. Letting go is extremely hard. But I gotta!

I now really need just to sit back and relax. Not think. Not feel. Not see the possibilities or consequences in what’s being done (or not being done). It’s possible that I will seem apathetic and indifferent. But maybe that is what I need to be. At least for a while. Maybe that is my way through the transition.

Now, it’s really up to me do just that. As I’m usually good at doing things, this shouldn’t be a problem either, right?