I don’t know if it’s age (hormones) or what. But I still feel low. I don’t have energy to do… anything. My coaching period the other year showed me that I have so many ideas of things to do. But now, I just can’t be bothered.

I read my coach’s Instagram and I see (again, I had the epiphany years ago) I realize I have to things now. I might not be around tomorrow. What am I waiting for?

A part of me gets very angry at myself. A person who has the privilege AND possibility to do stuff and still doesn’t, because I don’t feel like it… Poor little rich girl.

On the other hand, I do wonder if it’s not something else. I don’t recognize myself. And a colleague mentioned that my HRT might be on a wrong/low level. Maybe it’s just the hormones being off. The darn hormones controlling anything and everything.

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