I have said it before and I will say it again. I do wonder if I would have made it as a single mother… Two dogs? Out of the question. Two children? Do not think so.

Of course I would have made it if I been put in the situation. But nothing I long for.

Today the Mr is out of the home, celebrating is cousin with another childhood friend. And it’s been dog walking, swim practice, soccer cup, dishes, a trip to the recycle station, big ass grocery shopping. Not much but took the most of the day.

I skipped dinner, or the making of it, and went to a restaurant instead. Just to be able to pass out on the couch at 8.00 pm… sporadically waking up, like now and pretty awake….

Time to carry up the smallest one and head for the dreams. Tomorrow we skip gymnastics practice, focus on job and swimming school, some cleaning and maybe a nap on the couch.