I don’t really understand why I get annoyed. Or surprised. I know the rules of the game. I know every step of it, and still…

Well, of course, that is why I get annoyed. I know the game, I know it’s rules and who I am playing with. I know it is not fair and should therefore not be surprised. So of course, I am annoyed at my self for not seeing, for not recognizing. For not remembering that I am piece in someone else puzzel. In someone elses grand plan.

I will change that.