Not only do I physically feel like crap. I also feel that I (once again?) is really screwing up this parent thing.

I really hate when our children behave badly. And I react to this. And I do believe one should. However, I do believe I sometimes react to strong. I get too loud and harsh, which I know will only lead to my children will become insecure and don’t dare telling me the truth (which I want them to do).